Well, today I started my last-first day of school at Johnson & Wales and needless to say.....I didn't realize how much i DO NOT MISS ACADEMICS. Last year I made the mistake of registering for morning classes....7:10AM to be exact, and it was almost the death of me! Having to take public speaking was torture enough; but to have it at the but crack of dawn AND have half the class still be half asleep while im giving my horrible speech, was the icing on the cake. Plus, after my public speaking class,I had 2 more classes to go until my day was actually over...oye!! So with this years academic trimester I made the executive decision that I wasnt going to start my day until 9:20AM and be done by 1:25PM...but even that is torture...I really didn't realize how much I do not miss sitting at a desk for almost 2 hours each class, twice a day!!! Not only do I restless body syndrome, I have a severe case of "Is it May 19th yet?" It is only the end of day 1 and already i am counting down the days until i get to see the "LEAVING RHODE ISLAND" sign for good!!
As many of you may know, I actually a very shy person and have a hard time opening up to people I dont really know. Last year, i left for the summer on not such great terms with my friends but this year I'm hoping will be different. I want to change for the better. Break out of this "shy stage" ive been in for years and show people the real me....im just afraid that noone will like me. Why? I have no idea. I have LOTS AND LOTS of acquaintances but little to no friends and If i do have friends they have either moved away, gone away on internship (to France), or just dont like me anymore..either way, it sucks to go through life feeling this way. Ever feel like your completely alone in life in a room full of people? Ya, picture feeling that way...everyday.
So here's to (HOPEFULLY) one heck of a trimester!!!
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